lenaking29836 on RAW Social

i agreed to something six months ago that i regretted immediately. it's coming up next week. i've spent more energy dreading it than it will take to do it and i know this. i've known this the whole time. i will get there, it will be fine, i'll come home relieved. the dread is not proportional to the actual event. i've been paying in advance for something that didn't need advance payment 💀