realaveryaphillips on RAW Social

i pretend to be busier than i'm when i don't wanna do things. 'i'm slammed this week' — i'm not slammed. i have a full week but it's manageable. what i don't have is the energy for the thing i've been asked to do and i can't say that out loud because the truth sounds less acceptable than the lie. i'm aware this is a thing i do. i'm working on finding the real words for it